Things are looking up....

Today was pretty up and down. I woke up feeling alright, but something didn't feel right. I couldn't quite put my finger on it. I looked at the date and realized why I was feeling the way I felt. Two years ago today my grandfather passed away. It's been tough because I think about him a lot, and I miss him even more. I wasn't quite feeling myself for a couple days before. I did some laundry, and I didn't fold any of it up for like two days, which is very unlike me, no matter how lazy I'm feeling in a given day. What didn't help was that I two tests to take today, one in Biology and one in Formal Languages and Automata. I tried to do some quick glancing through my notes before the tests, but I couldn't do it. I was feeling better before my classes, especially since I got part one of my laptop purchase: the backpack. I was fine walking to class, but the second I walked into class, I completely changed. I don't know if anxiety got the best of me, but all I could think about during my Computer Graphics class was my grandfather. i had the hardest time concentrating in that class, and I could hardly joke with anyone. By the end of the class, I physically couldn't get out of my seat for like a good minute. After I was able to compose myself, I made it to my first test and got through it with my full concentration. After I got through that test, I was fine. Test anxiety is a bitch. Pile that along with today's significance, and it's maybe three times as bad. But i'm alright right now, I made it through the day.

Still miss ya man, Rest in peace.